My brother has written a book for kindle so I downloaded a kindle
reader and read his book. Then I went on to look for other books. John
Wesley's diaries were under £1 so I got them too and started to read and
was suprised what a good read they are. On a boat to America Wesley
realises despite all his Christian piety that he is afraid to die, and
compares that with some German Christians who seem ready and full of
faith. He asks their pastor about the contrast ...
The
pastor responded, “I must first ask you one or two questions. Have you
the witness within yourself? Does the Spirit of God bear witness with
your spirit, that you are a child of God?
Wesley was suprised and did not know what to answer. The Pastor noticing it asked "Do you know Jesus Christ?”"
Wesley paused and then answered, “I know he is the Saviour of the world.”
To which the pastor replied, “True. But do you know he has saved you?”
Wesley responded, “I hope he has died to save me.”
Wesley writes in his journal afterwards, “I fear they were vain words.”